Anguish, Form, and Prayer

Words ripen, fall from the lips 

and are gone, 

the dewfall of thought 

that conceived them mere affliction. 

Everything that passes 

between us is carried 

on the breath of a lie. 

If we have withheld love in anger, 

if feeling is tranmuted 

without sound or forethought 

does the will stand? 

The will stands, 

finds a center in gyrations 

of ecstasy. 

Prayers fall from my lips like pearls, 

and here is the lie: 

That truth is stronger than a lie, 

that good will out, 

that you will get yours. 

Oh such a world as this, 

the blood of occupation suggesting 

permanence, 

is inherited by a weakened seed, 

a walking anthology 

of neuroses, 

heirs of the day, 

heirs to the purity 

of pain and subversion.